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[11 Sep 2007|11:28pm]
a new journal.
comment to inquire.

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[23 Apr 2007|08:00pm]
This is it.
This is me finally giving up.

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[01 Feb 2007|10:03pm]
I am understanding why I have the problems and issues I have.
I am my own psychologist.

The reason why I am so desperate to find a boy to fall in love with is because love is lacking in so many other parts of my life.

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Stolen From Everyone. [12 Dec 2006|09:47pm]
What do you think of me
How would you describe me

Post anonymously, or not.

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[26 Nov 2006|12:55am]

I had another lovely day.
However I really need to get some rest.
I shall update tomorrow friends. 
I doubt you're even awake anyways.

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[22 Oct 2006|09:43pm]

Some kind words from a friend really made my day go by with ease.
And by kind words I mean undiscovered truths.
I love you ya know?
You're a great friend and an outstanding person.

Oh jeez, and you.
You really know how to make a girl feel just right.
You're my favourite.
End of story.
Today was really nice.
I laughed a lot.
I smiled a lot.
I danced a lot.
I held your hand a lot.
It was just nice.
Something I needed to start off the new week.
Something to disguise yesterday.

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[02 Oct 2006|11:41pm]

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[11 Aug 2006|11:54am]


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[17 Jul 2006|10:18am]

feel sorry for me.

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NEW EMAIL!!!!@@!$#@#%$^ [09 Jul 2006|10:46am]

add it up bitches.

PS: im leaving for camping right abouit now so i wont be online for a weeeeeek.

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[14 Apr 2006|09:46pm]
oh please god, let him come here now so we can fix this.

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[08 Apr 2006|03:59pm]

"I fell like that girl from a balance beam.
A gymnasium of eyes were all holding on to me. I lifted one foot to cross the other
and I felt myself slipping. It was a small mistake. Sometimes that is all it takes."

seriously, i'm not just quoting bright eyes
thats the side of my stomache.
i also have a cracked rib.

oh ya, and i compete this thursday.

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seriously, [02 Apr 2006|10:15pm]
"fuck you and your druggy scene!"

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[25 Feb 2006|05:20pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

you think life cant get any worse until you find out that

"victoria hasnt forgiven you and she doesnt want to be your friend ok? she is just to nice to tel you that"

so i guess tonight i might go to that party and get really drunk and maybe hat will make me felel better, but really i know that it wont.
it's just what will get me through until tomorrow when my lover comes home.

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[24 Feb 2006|10:14pm]
i smiled today because of a random compliment.
i was angry today because i was just trying to be nice and i got shot down.
i smiled today because i remember a friend who agrees.
i was angry today because i dont know how to be a big meany.
i either do it by accident or i dont do it at all.
you dont believe me.
you wouldnt believe me.
no one ever believes me.
(well that because your full of shit)
ill take that.
but trust me, i know myself better than you do and most people cant say that.

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[22 Feb 2006|03:33pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

SEMI!Collapse )

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[11 Feb 2006|03:05pm]
don't make fun of me.

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[01 Feb 2006|09:10pm]
this was in someones livejournal, "so every one is doing this thing, so i guess i will too...

1. i can't believe how long it took for me to realise how bad of a person you truly were. you are horrible. all you ever did was use me, and i thought we were friends so i let you. you were the reason people always got mad at me for made up rumors. you are a terrible human being, and you dont deserve anything you have. You made up so much shit, you claim to be this little innocent person but you are just as big of a bitch as everyone else, you are just so "sneeky about it" you think that none of us would figure you out but we did and now you're only left with the people that you just met.. i can't wait for that to blow up in your face.

acutally..i only wanted to write about one person.. "

maybe i deserved that but id just like to point out that you once said that NO ONE deserves to mocked on livejournal.

i made a list of my own.

1 i tried to be your friend for THEM
2 you forgave me. i dont believe that you do but i know your trying. you've been trying since we were two and im sorry im hard to figure out. love you!
3. im sorry.
4. im sorry
5 im sorry and im also sorry that i stalk you in the halls. i try to go down yoru hallways just to see you. i know yous ee me and while i stare at you you pretend to shuffle your papers or something. i just want to talk with you... but i know you want nothing to do with me.

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[14 Jan 2006|10:46am]
i remember you two came to my house and we walked to the park. i remember we layed on top of the hill and stared at the stars.i remember sheading a tear because i never felt like i belonged so much in my life. i remember we all felt that way. i remember the moment was ruined because there were bugs. after taht we walked to andrew l's house.

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[04 Jan 2006|05:08pm]
I wish everytime you danced you could recieve a new cardigan.

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